It has been more than a month since i started this :)
HAHAHA !
I really hope you could see this now !
Even if you won't tag, atleast look...
But too bad you're not here now lol.
Its early morning now.
There's somethings i want to let you know...
I know you don't like people smoking (Im quitting)
You don't like wishy-washy people right ? Still resolved.
You don't need me. I really do.
Been asking, What makes the best guy a girl can find ?
Girl 100% : Guy 0% ? This ?
or
Girl 70% : Guy 30% ?
or
Girl 50% : Guy 50% ?
OR
Guy 70% : Girls 30% ?
I don't think the last one will work out.
Maybe the 2nd will...
What do you like ? Is what im trying so hard to find out.
You will ask, What do you know about me ? And i won't be prepared to asn.
Seriously I don't know. i need more clues from you...
Please give me some ! :)
I know you like Kuroshitsuji !
I know you like Haruma Miura !
I know you watch Bloody monday !
I know you want Ciel Phantomhive Cosplay costume !
I know your back hurts...
I know you are quite open...
I know you are really a very hard worker...
I know you will get your O level cert...
I know you are really cute when you are having fun !
I know you are a perfect housewife !
I know you like Japanese songs like i do !
I know i am good enough for you if i work towards it
I...know your voice captured me :)
*slapping thoughts off my brain*
I don't have what it takes to think of that yet...
You might not even recognize me !
You might not even Acknowledge me !
But i just want to let you see all this one day.

Reflection:
Something struck me.
Is it L*** or L***
Lust or Love ?
I control and restrict myself to only on the edge of the Love side
You are the one i want to be with now, i don't know tomorrow.
But i want to treasure you the moment NOW.