YOKATAAA !!! Mid year finally over :)
haha did well ? :)
Well i didn't think i did that well...
lol, hmmm sometimes i think you look very free-minded. ENVY....
Although i don't know yet what kinds of problems and troubles you have, I want to help :)
I really want to literally help with my current status :)
AS A FRIEND....
Now im kinda SADDENED, but its quite ok...
I wanna know how you feel ! :)
I even dreamed of being alittle more than friends with you !!!
I only regret not knowing you earlier :s
If i did, the results might have been different..
Maybe it might be good for me or it could be bad.
I don't know, but im still glad i came to know you before i leave this school
Then i would really have no means of meeting you anymore
Ok maybe not NOT ANYMORE but most likely not.
I don't know :)
Maybe if i did know you earlier, i might not have liked you :S
Wow i figured one "KAMBATTE" from you is even better than ANYONE'S !!
Lol thanks alot !!!!
I was VERY VERY DELIGHTED when that message came lol...
And when you drank coffee and couldn't sleep, IM HAPPY YOU REPLIED !!!
But don't drink coffee that late anymore ok !
You are really cute !!!!!
I can't help myself thinking things *PG* lol
If this starts, i won't want it ever to end PERIOD
Oh ya i watched "Backup Plan" yesterday and i felt that LADIES ARE REALLY SUFFERING ALOT UPON GIVING BIRTH !
That movie freaked me out and changed my prospective O.O
I used to like twins, THE MORE THE MERRIER.
Now i like NONE..
Imagine your wife hugging a Pillow to sleep for 9 months.
Tolerance for 9 months.
The cost of living.
The PAIN she'll have to go thru.
The young little devils !
Father: "What have you got there in your hands, son ?"
Son: "POO POO !"
Father: " WHAT THE...Is it a cat's ? Or your's ?"
Son: *SMILES with lots of sand in his mouth*
Totally freaked out lol.
O.O
lol...
HAHA ! anyways im going to sleep now, Nights :)
Hope you'll be moved by my efforts T.T


Reflections:
Well i felt that the spaces between us is getting further again !
Further from my goal...
But i think thats the space i need to give.
So take your time, but also see my effort.
When the time comes. I will let you know everything you want
I will do everything.
So jusy give me some faith ??? :)

Hi once more :)
Im back to post more...
Just finished watching a movie, "Hormones" Really very nice.
Sometimes i wonder if I even know you. It seems like I do know abit.
But i think its the tip of the iceberg.
I really can't hide the fact that i like you, there's nothing wrong.
But, i also want to know what you think of me....
You side of view...
Your side of the story...
Maybe then i would seem to be the one-sided person ?
Or will this even work.
I believe no one likes failures.
I don't too, and i can't give my word that easily that i am that attached to you.
I too have my life, without you i've already been living 17 years now.
But i really hope you are apart of my life.
You are not a must, but a want.
Its just my selfish desire...
I do hope all these works out.
And you'll be mine EVENTUALLY...hope so
But if not, then life has to go on right...
Glad to have a friend then...
Maybe i'll avoid seeing or contacting you again, cause i know it'll hurt.
But who knows ?........
And i want you to know that you look like any other girls, normal.
There's nothing wrong or weird with liking another color, another taste...
AS A FRIEND, i don't think its important. :)
Don't let them say you're weird...ok
I liked you for a particular reason and one only...
Im captured by your voice and the rest just came in approved by me...
Or not for your voice, I might not have even known you...
Im really glad :)
Sometimes you look real serious...
Sometimes just shy ???
Sometimes CUTE....playing around...
i don't know how stalker i m, but...SORRY ! :)
I have had 2 relationships before....
both failed ofcourse...
Im not even certain they are the ones...
But feelings just tells me to go for it...
So now, im done with practice ! LOL joking...
They are the parts and pieces that makes me who i m.
So im not really that sad bout it anymore.


Reflections:
Am i exposing too much ?
A glare from you can make me go crazy...
Not to say a WORD.
i think i've already entirely destroyed my image in your heart.
Whenever you pass by, its always my time embarrassing !
The cool guy image, GONE !
I hope you'll do well for MYE ! :)
Please please get good results !!!! :)
Ok you must be halfway lost in dreamland, Hope to meet you there !
Nights :)