Posts I posted on my iphone AREN'T COMING OUT !
but still i admit i've not been writing often lately :s
:D GOOD IMAGE STILL NOT SPOILT !
Im a friend ! haha !
lol ok im still very happy bout it.
Im thinking you may feel that im trying to MAKE you know what i feel ?
IM NOT !!
This is just me to you.
Not a Must-Be-Moved Technique or anything.
Yes or no still your choice to make :)
Im just plotting to be sincere here ! LOL
Besides i don't think you'll fall for anything like this ? :)
I somehow know abit of how you'll react.
Not clever, You are just abit similar to someone i know.
Ok the truth is that you have a splitting personality with my ex.
but there's no link to why i chose you.
I just like the way you are :)
YOUR VOICE ! :)
I just just like like like you ! :)
When you said im your friend, IM DELIGHTED !
No longer a stalker !!! :D:D:D
AHHHH I LOVE YOU !! ><
Don't die for all those anime handsome guy !
ME ME ME !!! LOL !
I wished i was sebastian ! SADDENED !

Reflection:
Im really happy despite losing to anime guys ! LOL
Its ok with me !
Infact i plan to buy you a cosplay costume !!
Happy ?
I think its a 50 50, maybe you might not want me to get you anything.
I don't know :s
Anyways Schools starting, JY OK !
Nights girl.
There's a saying that If you dream about a girl, that girl probably went to sleep thinking bout you.
NAH ! lol !

Drifting more and more further apart.
Busy with exams and studies lately.
I don't even think i can have such perseverance to fight a losing war.
What to do ?
Is it even possible to have you ?
I don't even think there's a chance im going to be your GOOD Friend.
Not to say beyond THAT.
I don't know what to do.
I still smile when i look at you.
But its pathetic looking from afar.
I still like you.
But we don't even have a connection in the first place.
I really want all this to miraculously work out.
But i don't think its going to, Depending on the current situation.
Should i show you this ?
Is it too late ?
Or is this childish ?
My image seems to be loss in your eyes.
You laugh at another.
You smile at another.
All these questioning is making me even more worried.
What will there be in the end ?
You are like a star that i look from afar.
You shine so brightly but i'll never get to you.
You overlook the lands and never spots a small figure like me.
Even when the moon is out, you would not see me.
I want to let you see, let you know how much you are wanted.
And be my private star.


Reflections:
I should really start spending more time here contributing !
Contributing towards you.
So that the day comes when you see this, its not just a joke.
It will be something you will be touched over !
Grumbling does help ! LOL
But im not giving up ! :)
RECHARGED !!!!!!!!!!