Drifting more and more further apart.
Busy with exams and studies lately.
I don't even think i can have such perseverance to fight a losing war.
What to do ?
Is it even possible to have you ?
I don't even think there's a chance im going to be your GOOD Friend.
Not to say beyond THAT.
I don't know what to do.
I still smile when i look at you.
But its pathetic looking from afar.
I still like you.
But we don't even have a connection in the first place.
I really want all this to miraculously work out.
But i don't think its going to, Depending on the current situation.
Should i show you this ?
Is it too late ?
Or is this childish ?
My image seems to be loss in your eyes.
You laugh at another.
You smile at another.
All these questioning is making me even more worried.
What will there be in the end ?
You are like a star that i look from afar.
You shine so brightly but i'll never get to you.
You overlook the lands and never spots a small figure like me.
Even when the moon is out, you would not see me.
I want to let you see, let you know how much you are wanted.
And be my private star.


Reflections:
I should really start spending more time here contributing !
Contributing towards you.
So that the day comes when you see this, its not just a joke.
It will be something you will be touched over !
Grumbling does help ! LOL
But im not giving up ! :)
RECHARGED !!!!!!!!!!